Oh what a wonderful day.........

Sit down on my “cushy” bed with pale brown colour, the song
titled “You are everything” slowly whispering the words of God entering my ears
accompanying me on my intimate time with God today. This is my first day to
write this blog, I start my commitment today hopefully this is not because I have
nothing to do, and then I start to write this. Still in my room with the
typical Newcastle weather on summer that just nice (like using Air Conditioner in Indonesia)
there is no words to explain this it is just simple perfect with the sun shine
peeping on my curtains give me enough light to write this blog.

Well, I would like to start with last night I just found my
best friends friendster profile, it has been a zillion ages (sounds hyperbolic
rite hoho you will getting used to with that) I have been looking for him. Finally,
ta…ra……. I found him. I always remember the time that me, him and my other
friends which is in Canada now, we have been together in our primary school. Most of
the time we spend time together in his tree house above their swimming pool
hoho…. What a perfect house for me. I do remember that his favourite food is
sayur asem, he likes fishing and painting, and what else…… ehm there are still
a lot of things…….. well just to conclude that I supposed to say thanks to
friendster and internet that provide us this kind of social community.

Well back to the main
purpose of this blog. Recently, I am feeling down, having through loads of job
hunting process feeling like there are no job for me……. I read one of my daily
bread today……… i found that there is something ringing chimney on my head……… the verse come from Habakkuk 3:17-19

“Although the fig tree
shall not blossom, neither shall
fruit be in the
vines; the labor of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be
no herd in the stalls: Yet I will
rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength, and he
will make my feet like hinds, and he will make me to walk upon mine high
places.”

This verse kind of ringing the bell on my head that remind
me AGAIN about what it’s called by faith. Well this is not first time that sounds
of my heart has been fight with my sound of brain. Both of them sounds like
never agreed each other. Today’s daily bread has clearly reminded me about what
is faith in God, it is not about faith on whatever the goodies things such as:
good job with high annual salary, or whatever it sounds good to everyone. But faith
is talking about how is your heart attitude facing all of the life condition it
doesn’t really matter whether is it good or not, it’s just the attitude of
heart. Lesson learned from Daniel in Daniel 3:16-18, that when three of them
will be burnt into the burning fiery furnace, pay attention on what they said.
These verses always give me strength to hold on the righteousness that God set
for me. Well if the world have a hundred reasons to sad and let me down. I will
to show the world that I have thousand reasons to smile. Well it doesn’t really
matter whether I have reason for smile or sad, the only things that I will take
into account is Daniel’s heart attitude as the “teenager” in our day language have
succeed to show that he has the determine and distinctive heart that shining
through the way they talk and behave in their life.