Do you agree with the topic above? Well today when I woke up it's a bit surprising with the call of my friends that asking me about somebody that I just talk last night. He asked my opinion about her. However, again there are two think tanks in my body I called them brainy and hearty, I have to keep both of them in an equal position because based on my opinion if I pay more attention to my brainy side, I believe that I am going to be a shifty person. However, if I pay more attention to my hearty side I will be stupid so simple lol.......... I will discuss these brainy and hearty things later on more deep. So, now I owe two blog to you guys, 1 of them about Joshua and memorial stone and the others about my think tanks how do they work, create knowledge for me and affecting the way I behave......

Well back to the lesson learned today.......

01.43 pm on Sunday, i missed morning church service but I am not gonna missed afternoon Sunday service. Once again this morning, before I got chance to have intimate times with my Lord, again there are life exam come to my life. As I explained above that on of my friends called me asking about my other friends. However, that's not the important point because what I learned from this condition seems like more important than the problem and the solution that I take. I believe that some of you guys ever been in this position for sure when you are in the difficult position and when you can hear sounds of your parents banging on your skull and hit your brain at the same time reminding you this quotation "your mouth is your tiger"(mulutmu adalah harimaumu). Slowly whispering music by lumiere with the title friendship or sahabat in Indonesia make me always thinking about how difficult to find the real friendship.

Reading my daily bread today there is big note today say that "we can have a fruit not because we read the bible but because we put it into daily practice" wow wow wow wait a sec, this little note banging on my head today. First this is my third days of my commitment to spread the word of God from what I have learned and seems like God has risen up my jumping bar. I got examination today about how I can behave on the difficult situation. Moreover, how we can start to have a fruit in our Christian life? The answer is only "obedient" on the words of God. From another book that been suggested by my friends Karin called do hard things. Most of the time we
represent in our mental model that obedient to the God is not doing the sin things, but most of the time we forget that the concept of obedient is not all about not doing sin but also stat doing something. In Indonesian we used to heard word like this "jauhi laranganNya patuhi perintahNya"(far away from his interdiction and do his words). These words in fact have very great meaning if you read and dive into deep inside it. So today what I have learned is, God has
put my self into some practices this morning. Start with the things that I have no right for angry but insist me to have wise character which is in fact more difficult than not angry when you are right. And second, when I feel hungry, I went to the kitchen create my strawberry sandwich and after all I just find out that my £5 sandwich toaster has broken. Hehey it's not even a month....... since I buy it (it's not even been paid though coz I am using my credit card oh how awful I am) but onething, this event has remind me to one of my best friends in Indonesia Jeffry hahaha....... hope that you read this blog....... Isuk-isuk gurung sarapan wes diomeli....... I know this is only the one of God way to remind me to you........