Saturday, 17 January 2009

Thank's my lovely twilight team

well been a while i haven't post anything in this blog. yesterday was my last day in Marks and Spencer, i love the place where i work. i love my team there.....
i am gonna miss them so much i am sure.....
i promise if i got any chance for holiday to europe i will come and visit newcastle for at least 2 days i have been staying here like i am staying in my own house here.
i got a little note for all of my friends in


"there are not so much things that i will remember in my life. there will comes the day when my hair become grey and i am getting senile because of my age. i guess that my part of brain that keeping memory of how i am being accepted work in marks and spencer until the day i am leaving will be some of the last things that will slowly fade out from my brain. however, there are some few things that i will remember always such as: take that song that we heard every night during december (well i guess that song has washed my brain from i don't like it, i like it, i hate it until i haven't got any feeling about that song anymore, in fact i don't want to hear it anymore but it always stay in my head) and then the way steph saying "i am only jokin..." or the way sean lockey laughing, the way sean stuart stare sarcasticly, the way dave clements create song about me and doing my impression when i say "i like", the way richard saying "the thing with women is...." or Thomas when he is lean on one leg, dragging his voice, and make a list for order, or chris taylor when he is walking (hehehehe it's a bit funny from the back to be honest but i never tell him lol), or when lesley said "i know", craig said "all rite", aidan that talking so fast which is make me don't understand,i even can't catch the keywords. ohhhh there are so many things that already stick in my head when
lea, bev, vicky, jenn, adam, eleanor, ceara, deep's, lizzy, amy, claire, marc, sammy, oz, will chan, stu, ken, ann. andy marshall, andy thompson, mark stephenson, tony lannon, tony the red shoes, neil punchard, lynn.

finally, i think this is the right time for me to say goodbye,thank's for all of the good memory during my time in here. i may not stay here any longer but i believe friends will stay in heart. and lastly, i would say to all of yous (i put "s" at the back of it because i am half geordie now lol....) that whenever you want to come or visit Indonesia in any occasion please don't hestitate to contact me my house in Indonesia will always widely open for all of you to come and stay over."


Saturday, 3 January 2009

Is it the rite time for me?

Have you ever feel that you are so confuse to decide something?
should i take a risk and out of my comfort zone?
seeing everybody come and go until the time has come, the time that I have to go back to the land i called home.
I wish I had more options than i already have.
every decision gonna bring me to somewhere that i named it land of unknown,
every decision has a gift that i called consequences to my life.
who am i today is a presentation from my decision that bring their consequences with them to me.
i consider that this is the time when i have to follow my brain led me to the future.
only God i believe can help me holding my hand to the promise land.
as i believe that this city has a tons of memory which is too sweet to let it go, but i have to go
i have to carry on with my life,
i am gonna missed you all , i am gonna missed Marks and Spencer, am gonna missed everybody and every part of this city. this city has bite massive part in my heart, they occupied more than half of it. i just feel like i am in my second home in here.
the song of take that called Julie will always remind me about night shift in Christmas 2008 in Marks and Spencer
the other song called rule the world will remind me to David Clements whose is my informal Geordie language in Mark's
well this country is too sweet to be forgotten.......
i realised that i love to be here more than i already feel it

still strong this brain reminding me about the speech of vice chancellor Northumbria University in congregation day, he said that "20 years ago Jonathan Ivy walking on this stage and I guess he never ever think that he would be as he is now in the next 20 years".He start asking the graduate "today, as you walk through this stage to received your degree have you ever think what will you be in the next 20 years?" in my little heart start to make commitment to myself and promise that in the next 20 years i will be great man i promise. however, i don't know the path to become great man. can i be great man in the next 20 years if i start from now? or later on. well in the next 20 years as i believe that today will be my remembrance day when i decide to accelerate my career with going back home for good and start my business in my home country where there is no limitation on border and immigration rules because that's my home.
i feel sad because i will never know what's gonna happen in the future if i decide to stay in here would it be good or would it be wasting my time. i only believe that God will make a way on every path that i take, i put Him in front of me as my pillar of fire during the night and as my pillar of cloud during the day. God just hold me hand tightly so whatever the way that i take You will be on my side.

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